At least she had those times and at least she could go back and things would be the same. She wiped the tears with the edge of the sleeve and tried to smile. Her phone sat in her hands as she scrolled through pictures of her with Rue and with everyone else. Jules hunched over herself and felt drops of water fall onto her thighs. Finally she understood the appeal of an escape but it always ended up feeling crappy when she woke up the next morning with a hangover sent from hell. It all felt like a blur when the nights were done and she woke up to do it all again the next morning.įinally she got why Rue and her mother drowned everything in alcohol and pills. She spent those 2 days throwing herself into whatever Anna wanted to do and whatever she could get away with. There was nothing on social media at all not even from Lexi who usually hung out with Rue when she wasn’t or couldn’t. She contemplated calling but stopped herself because Rue really hated phone calls. She even texted Kat to see if she heard anything and she said she’d been hanging out with Ethan. Jules hoped she wasn’t actually too pissed at her to respond. Nothing just silence for 2 days straight. She texted her a long ass apology as soon as she stopped crying on the train to the city but got no response. Rue who she’d texted a million times for the past 3 nights and 2 days and gotten no response from. Riding her bike around the cul de sac, through the field at all hours of the afternoon and night, and to meet with Rue. ![]() Still she missed her dad, her bed, her clothes god she missed those, and her friends. Not nate, the bullshit, or even that shitty ass highschool. Jules moved away and got up off the mattress. Anna was deep asleep under her and when she moved she barely flinched. It was fun learning what she liked being done to her body and what she liked to do to someone else. She actually enjoyed being around people who were just as gay and weird as she was. It was fun drinking night after night and getting fucked up. Hanging with their friends who were quickly becoming her friends. This had been fun fucking around with Anna and TC. Jules snuggled into Anna’s side and sighed heavily. This is on Ao3 too. In my head this is just one of the things that could happen when Jules finds out Rue relapsed and that she isn’t there for her.
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